tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6265242933112429256.post3040195212395548782..comments2022-01-09T17:30:08.035-07:00Comments on Moho Five Oh: Way Over YonderNedhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05938186985738546670noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6265242933112429256.post-61825847184611685712010-07-23T18:34:26.684-06:002010-07-23T18:34:26.684-06:00I also started to make plans, but I could not conv...I also started to make plans, but I could not convince myself that my loved ones would be better off without me. I didn't want to leave them with that legacy, but if I had not been able to see hope and eventually regain my mental health, I might have done it anyway. That's how desperate I felt at the time. <br /><br />It seemed like my whole life had been a fraud, that I'd never Nedhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05938186985738546670noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6265242933112429256.post-71931664142194125412010-07-22T13:26:45.927-06:002010-07-22T13:26:45.927-06:00I thank God that you are still here on this side, ...I thank God that you are still here on this side, keeping the good fight!<br /><br />A few years ago, I once felt nothing but dispair. I got to the point where I worked out how I was going to do it. I planned it all out. I convinced myself that my loved ones would be better off without me. I was so frightened of myself. I was so frightened of the consequences of what it meant to my family and Beckhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06159223254071653666noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6265242933112429256.post-3543285493987777292010-07-22T08:14:47.419-06:002010-07-22T08:14:47.419-06:00Thanks for your comments, TBA! Glad you enjoyed my...Thanks for your comments, TBA! Glad you enjoyed my perspective. I guess I don't think of it as new and different because I live with it, but it is a fine affirmation to me that you see it that way. I guess there are quite a few of us who have not only wrestled with being gay and Mormon, but have considered ways to resolve it one way or another including the suicide option. Not a great option,Nedhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05938186985738546670noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6265242933112429256.post-16843648995771454652010-07-22T00:41:03.765-06:002010-07-22T00:41:03.765-06:00I really like how poetic this post is. Thank you! ...I really like how poetic this post is. Thank you! And, I really enjoyed the new and different perspective you brought to this recent Mormon-suicide.<br /><br />I have been to where you have alluded to also being, in the "same place" as Mr. Ransom. And, I like you, am glad that, for whatever reason, I was able to live through the pain, not commit the suicide, and be on THIS side of the Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com